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i used to believe in something

and something believed in me

but now i see i forced myself

cause believing in nothing is scary

now there's nothing left to lose

and we've been wearied and refused

i am an unbelieving wreck

will you please lift me by my neck?

how do i turn this into something i believe

when it's something i've been told and something i've been taught?

how do i turn this into something that i need?

i'll be lavishly controlled and be someone that i'm not

make me believe

joy and suffering, good and evil

breathing and growing and life

it's all just a fluke, means nothing to me

and maybe nothing is all right

to give up my life to hold on to hope

to forfeit all of me

to believe that something must be true

and that truth will set us free

how do i turn this into something i believe

when it's something i've been told and something i've been taught?

how do i turn this into something that i need?

i'll be lavishly controlled and be someone that i'm not

believing in love, believing in hope

surrendering all of my will

believing in nothing is scary

believing in something is scarier still