作词 : Vincent Jacovelli

作曲 : Mark Goble/Chanler Hendrickson

Wake up, bury thoughts

How you feel?

Very lost

Life is like a big roller coaster I’m begging you to just let me off

Don’t be so down

Look at all the people that you make proud

Yeah I guess, except for the man in the mirror that never wanna get out the house

He says nobody else in the world really give one **** about me but him

Come on Vin

No you listen to me I’m done tryna hold this in

Every day it feels like a battle

Mind and heart are in a violent grapple

Probably dabble in a few hard drugs this time if I don’t go to find a chapel

All my thoughts in a morbid state

Aw don’t tell me you lost your faith

No I pray still and I praise God, but the devil wanna set me straight

Take a breath stop your stressing

I cannot its my depression

Every moment is a blessing

Well then answer me this question why

I'm alone inside and I can't stop running

Try to find my light but the darkness calling

Gotta say I’m fine when I feel like falling

I'm alone inside and I can't stop running

Broken man, broken people

Can’t withstand, so much evil

Every plan is so deceitful

Can’t nobody keep it peaceful

I’ve been tryna find the light

Every thoughts as dark as night

Swear to God I’m not all right

But I’m a soldier Ima fight

I just continue out on my lone mission

Black heart and my soul missing

Built a wall to keep feelings out but I’m just constructing my own prison

Running from the past

Feeling my foundation crumble fast

Just take medication, try meditation

Tried them both it doesn’t last

I don’t want to run though

Done hoping and wishing that someone else will come save me

Everyday’s cutthroat

Blunt smoke in my lungs, and I feel like I’m bout to go crazy

Time will tell if I’m alive and well

Maybe I just gotta find myself

Either way I wanna cry for help

But no sound comes out when I try to yell because

I'm alone inside and I can't stop running

Try to find my light but the darkness calling

Gotta say I’m fine when I feel like falling

I'm alone inside and I can't stop running