作词 : BazeXX/SlimXX/Colson Baker/India Quateman

作曲 : BazeXX/SlimXX/Colson Baker/India Quateman

I seek you out, flay you alive

One more word and you won't survive

I didn't leave a letter on my desk saying goodbye people

Think I left, even though I'm still here

Pressure made its way through my chest to my heart, like a spark does

Fireworks on the new year

Burning me alive life imitates art

There are flames on my arms tattooed right here

Bury me alive disappear underground where they found me before I ever had this career (Mmm)

I'll seek you out, flay you alive

One more word and you won't survive

And I'm not scared of your stolen power

I see right through you in the way

I'm staring at a diamond knowing that they are forever

Even if my body isn't still around, oh well

Seats are only full at funerals and other ways

The only vows I made the other person couldn't share

Know that I'm a monster like the one under the bed

Afraid of having kids, I'm scared I'll be just like my parents

These are my decisions now this course I gotta wear it

Self-inflicting these incisions here I can no longer bear it

I won't soothe your pain

I won't ease your strain

Look

l'm sick of sitting inside of this room 'cause every thought I got's negative

l'm sick of not being able to sleep and relying only on a sedative

l'm sick of hearing another voice telling me what to do in my head again

Psychiatrist said he's imaginary but I know he's real if I said he is

Fighting with myself so I can't help that l'm competitive

This movie is my life but I still remain uncredited

I don't care how big I get, I still remain unedited

I built this from the ground up, y'all just living it

Long hair, don't care, l'm not trimming it

**** vanity, caught up in an image made by the internet

My insanity's imminent

All sharks l'm swimming with

What's hell, l've been in it

My happiness is bankrupt, but my credit card's unlimited

****, yeah (I seek you out)

Find you just to remind you

That when you're born an anomaly

Nowadays it's probably gonna be harder to find you

Don't leave the past behind you

Don't forget all of the fans who ride

Go back and open up the catalog to my first songs that rewind you

Remember the things that drive you

Remember the feeling of being alone in a home as a kid every night with the struggle of having no one to cry to

Growing up and having trust issues now to everyone I say bye to

Looking up at the sky I found a destination to f