I've got this self destructive energy

Text my ex and regret it immediately

End up in somebody's bed and wake up hating me, hating me

Scrolling through my phone

God knows how many hours

It's been at least a couple days since I've taken a shower

Biting my nails, my room is a mess

And I know exactly what's coming next

I've got this cabin fever

Wanna dig myself down deeper

My alter ego is a grim reaper

But staying home is so much cheaper

I've got this self destructive energy

Text my ex and regret it immediately

End up in somebody's bed and wake up hating me

Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy

I've got a crash and burn kind of tendency

Call my mom, pick a fight

Buy some shit I don't need

And I could skip this hangover that'll last for a week

Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy

Water in my cup but I wish it was stronger

I've got to keep myself together just a little bit longer

I'm standing right on the edge, the tensions a thread

And I know exactly what's coming next

I've got this tantrum temper

Finger on a hairpin trigger

My alter ego is a buzz killer

Don't want to be the one to tell her though

I've got this self destructive energy

Text my ex and regret it immediately

End up in somebody's bed and wake up hating me

Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy

I've got a crash and burn kind of tendency

Call my mom, pick a fight

Buy some shit I don't need

And I could skip this hangover that'll last for a week

Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy

I'm starting to spiral

I'm checking my vitals

Oh oh

The panics attacking

I'm overreacting

Oh oh

Feels like I'm dying

I wake up and I'm fine then

I'll do it all again tomorrow though

I've got this self destructive energy

Text my ex and regret it immediately

End up in somebody's bed and wake up hating me

Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy

I've got a crash and burn kind of tendency

Call my mom, pick a fight

Buy some shit I don't need

And I could skip this hangover that'll last for a week

Instead I'll get tattoos and th