when this began 
i had nothing to say 
and i d get lost in the nothingness inside of me 
i was confused 
and i let it all out to find that i m 
not the only person with these things in mind 
inside of me 
but all the vacancy the words revealed 
is the only real thing that i ve got left to feel 
nothing to lose 
just stuck hollow and alone 
and the fault is my own 
i want to heal 
i want to heal 
i want to feel 
what i thought was never real 
i want to let go of the pain i ve held so long 
erase all the pain  til it s gone
i want to heal 
i want to feel 
like I m close to something real 
i want to find something i ve wanted all along 
and i ve got nothing to say 
and i ve got nothing to say 
i can t believe i didn t fall right down on my face 
i was confused 
looking everywhere only to find that it s 
not the way i had imagined it all in my mind