[00:00.000] 作词 : Whizzy
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Whizzy
[00:04.383]Drake - Do Not Disturb Remix
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[00:10.415]这些年藏了太多事在心里 Got alot to say
[00:13.692]忘记从何时开始几乎从来不落泪
[00:16.211]怀念五年前 在华中2B 没过18岁
[00:19.747]借IC买包烟 边抽边笑边过肺
[00:23.029]记得华文课总喜欢坐最后
[00:25.548]Aljunied 到了 Chinatown 当时都很瘦
[00:27.821]每周末都得去嗨翻 输了喝双倍
[00:30.590]Overnight 在银河通宵也从不觉得累
[00:33.363]喂 哥们咋还在睡
[00:35.370]下周我生日圣淘沙W定个位
[00:38.387]就算都身无分文 但只要和你们在一起凑钱
[00:41.666]两个凉菜也能满足我的胃
[00:43.673]我们的十六岁
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[00:55.242]但一切从那时开始好像就变了
[00:58.015]大家都不像从前那样天天能见面了
[01:00.539]有人离开了新加坡
[01:02.291]也有人渐渐离开华中
[01:03.805]为何身边兄弟都消失不见了
[01:06.321]我问我怎么办？
[01:07.824]我问我自己应该怎么办？
[01:09.836]和最深爱的她唇枪舌战
[01:11.848]第一次感到绝望
[01:13.099]感到痛苦
[01:13.851]感到害怕
[01:14.610]感到无助
[01:15.363]感到自己卑微到没人能看
[01:17.378]安慰自己生活只是在和我开玩笑
[01:20.391]公寓的柜子里只剩酒精和安眠药
[01:22.901]在最不成熟的年龄碰到了最不该出现的人
[01:26.425]甚至怀疑过活下去的必要
[01:28.696]我开始不去上课 开始堕落自暴自弃
[01:31.714]我开始和人攀比 开始每天花天酒地
[01:34.482]我开始结交奇怪的人
[01:35.745]开始带不同的女人回家
[01:37.749]开始做我最讨厌的肮脏生意
[01:40.024]And sh*t never change
[01:41.281]Who dirt it on my name
[01:42.796]我沉沦在这俗套的陷阱里 Get Replace
[01:45.563]我变得虚伪丑陋
[01:46.822]我变得不再优秀
[01:48.337]我变得满嘴脏话变得只会沉溺 Social
[01:51.100]但我还有它在我身边不管 Everywhere I Go
[01:54.618]它总会在我坠落时拉住我的手
[01:57.128]它提醒我你应该去追自己的梦
[01:59.888]它教会我你该自信生活像 Playing Dominos
[02:02.903]I don't wanna decep no more
[02:04.413]I don't wanna be wild no more
[02:05.939]I don't need to be that Gang Gang
[02:07.193]I don't wanna be proud no more
[02:08.703]I don't wanna think about that pain
[02:09.959]I don't wanna get run no more
[02:11.469]我要感谢我的家人和我的兄弟能够一直陪伴着我
[02:14.495]挣脱牢笼后我提起笔开始写歌
[02:16.502]I'm with my gang
[02:17.504]不再犹豫不再让我的父母担心
[02:19.515]Shining my name
[02:20.265]做事只求能够过了自己的良心
[02:22.281]问心无愧
[02:22.780]现在我变得更稳重更优秀明年的身价必会翻几百倍
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[02:27.814]生活总如此 每个阶段各有问题
[02:33.091]But you know how I feel
[02:34.602]对我来说 只有痛苦才能算财富
[02:37.620]我感谢Hiphop我依靠它Save me
[02:40.383]它给予我养分 我最爱的OG
[02:43.149]它教会我Flexing 也教会我 Lowkey
[02:45.923]But I'm not a rapper and I'll never OD
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[02:49.186]"喂兄弟们, 最近都在忙啥呢?"
[02:51.459]"也就那样吧, 累死了"
[02:53.468]"我还是老样子呗, 老老实实上课"
[02:55.483]"唉 没意思, 咱们都多久没有好好聚一聚了, 你们啥时候回来啊?"
[02:59.765]"最快也得明年五月了"
[03:01.772]"我也还不确定呢, 也得明年吧"
[03:04.034]"那如果我结婚的话.. 你们会不会回来啊?"
[03:06.553]"别搞啊, 真的假的?%#]*+:D"
[03:09.068]"Hahaha, just kidding~"
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[03:11.324]我总会觉得自己还是个男孩不用想那么多
[03:14.087]Just like 10 years ago
[03:15.856]总有一天我一定会让那些看不起我的人仰望我
[03:18.880]像Drizzy一样成为厦门的 6 God 成为 Goat
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[03:21.397]Let them feel my soul
[03:22.900]More Life
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[03:26.175]2021.12.12