i can’t tell you what it really is

i can only tell you what it feels like

and right now it’s a still night in my wind pipe

i can’t breathe but i still fight while i can fight

as long as the wrong feels right it’s like i’m in flight

high off the law, drunk from my hate,

it’s like i’m huffing paint and i love it the more i suffer, i suffocate

and right before i’m about to drown, she resuscitates me

she fucking hates me and i love it.

wait! where you going? i’m leaving you

no you ain’t. come back we’re running right back.

here we go again

it’s so insane cus when its going good its going great.

i’m superman with the wind at his back

shes louis lane but when its bad its awful, i feel so ashamed i snap

whos that dude? i don’t even know his name

i laid hands on him, i’ll never stoop so low again

i guess i don’t know my own strength

just gonna stand there and watch me burn

but that’s alright because i like the way it hurts

just gonna stand there and hear me cry

but that’s alright because i love the way you lie, i love the way you lie

you ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe

when you’re with ‘em

you meet and neither one of you even know what hit ‘em

got that warm fuzzy feeling

yeah, them those chills you used to get ‘em

now you’re getting fucking sick of looking at him

you swore you’d never hit him; never do nothing to hurt him

now you’re in each other’s face spewing venom in your words when you spit them

you push pull each other’s hair, scratch claw hit him

throw him down pin him

so lost in the moments when you’re in them

it’s a race that’s the culprit controls your boat

so they say you’re best to go your separate ways

guess if they don’t know you cus today that was yesterday

yesterday is over it’s a different day

sound like broken records playing over but you promised her

next time you show restraint

you don’t get another chance

life is no nintendo game

but you ?? the game

now you get to watch her leave out the window

i guess that’s why they call it window pain

just gonna stand there and watch me burn

but that’s alright because i like the way it hurts

just gonna stand there and hear me cry

but that’s alright because i love the way you lie, i love the way you lie

now i know he said things hit things that we didn’t mean

and we fall back into the same patterns same routine

but your temper’s just as bad as mine is

you’re the same as me

but when it comes to love you’re just as blinded

baby, please come back

it wasn’t you, baby it was me

maybe our relationship wasn’t as crazy as it seemed

maybe that’s what happens when a tornado meets a volcano

all i know is i love you too much to walk away though

come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk

don’t you hear sincerity in my voice when i talk

i told you this is my fault

look me in the eye ball

next time i’m pissed, i lay my fist at the drywall

next time. there won’t be no next time

i apologize even though i know its lies

i’m tired of the games i just want her back

i know i’m a liar

if she ever tries to fucking leave again

im’a tie her to the bed and set this house on fire

just gonna stand there and watch me burn