I don't patronize

I realize I'm losing and this is my real life

I'm half asleep and I am wide awake

This habit is always so hard to break

I don't wanna be the bad guy

I been blaming myself and I think you know why

I'm killing time and time's killing you

every way that I do

Did you say please just follow me

I thought you wanted me

Cause I want you all to myself

I can try to suck it up

I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like someone else

Please just follow me

I thought you wanted me

Cause I want you all to myself

I can try to suck it up

I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like someone else

I'm under the gun, feel like the only one

I just can't decide what I'm running from

This isn't what I wanted but

I can't keep my filthy fucking mouth shut

It's not enough, it's never enough

And I wish I could breathe without getting this stuck

Can't focus it but I try it over and over again

Did you say please just follow me

I thought you wanted me

Cause I want you all to myself

I can try to suck it up

I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like someone else

Please just follow me

I thought you wanted me

Cause I want you all to myself

I can try to suck it up

I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like someone else

Please just follow me

I thought you wanted me

Cause I want you all to myself

I can try to suck it up

I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like...

Did you say please just follow me

I thought you wanted me

Cause I can't stay with someone else

I'll try to suck it up

I just keep fucking up

I want you all to myself

Did you say please just follow me

I thought you wanted me

Cause I want you all to myself

I can try to suck it up

I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like someone else