作词 : Alexander 23/Kenny Beats

作曲 : Alexander 23/Kenny Beats

It rained on my birthday

Thanks for the text though

For a quick second

It really let me forget no

But when I came back down

Oh it felt all wrong

Yea it was still raining

And you were still long gone

I'm not happy I still want you

Cuz I want you to be happy

There's a part of me I hate

That hopes that maybe you still want me

Am I just a shitty human

Or are humans all just shitty

I don't know

Oh I get physically ill

When I think about

You getting physical with someone else

**** that

I guess it's your right to do so

And it's my right to feel like shit

I still think about you

In the shower

Wash the shampoo out my hair

Not too long ago I'd open up my eyes

And you'd be standing there

I still think about you

In the shower

Used to help me wash my back

Now I sit and let the water hit me

Wondering who's feeling your hands

I'm not happy I still want you

Cuz I want you to be happy

There's a part of me I hate

That hopes that maybe you still want me

Am I just a shitty human

Or are humans all just shitty

I don't know

Oh I get physically ill

When I think about

You getting physical with someone else

**** that

I guess it's your right to do so

And it's my right to feel like sh