You know that was me stayin' up puttin' work in

Making sure my family was good we were hurtin'

Dad lost his job bank tried to take the house

Mom lost her mind I was tryna make it out

You know that was me who came thru when it mattered

You know that was me turnin' losses to laughter

Divvy up the cash makin' sure we all eat

Bring us all together makin' sure we all speak

Wasn't gettin' sleep I was focused on the prize

Heavy smokin' weed drinkin' liquor every night

The girl I was in love with wasn't just for me

I tried to show her things she didn't wanna see

My parents were embarrassed hated seein' them like that

They carried me this far it's time I put em on my back

My songs were breaking through, my car was breaking down

Yea the pressure grew, I had to make it now

The awkward conversations and the fights increased

The days were chaotic so the nights were my peace

I'm locked in like woah woah

You know that was me stayin' up puttin' work in

Making sure my family was good we were hurtin'

Dad lost his job bank tried to take the house

Mom lost her mind I was tryna make it out

You know that was me who came thru when it mattered

You know that was me turnin' losses to laughter

Divvy up the cash makin' sure we all eat

Bring us all together makin' sure we all speak

Tried to keep the peace I was hiding how I felt

Only 23 takin' care of things myself

Payin' all the bills everyone was broke

All the while still tryna be the goat

I'm lonely all the time but I've always held my tongue

It's been 6 years since I wasp a brother or a son

My father lost his voice he said money speaks

They didn't have a choice they had to come to me

The awkward conversations and the fights increased

The days were chaotic so the nights were my peace

I'm locked in like woah woah

You know that was me stayin' up puttin' work in

Making sure my family was good we were hurtin'

Dad lost his job bank tried to take the house

Mom lost her mind I was tryna make it out

You know that was me who came thru when it mattered

You know that was me turnin' losses to lau

Divvy up the cash makin' sure we all eat

Bring us all together makin' sure we all speak

Cut off everybody I ain't got no time to party

Tryna get these fans and build a mother****in' army

Cuz no one's gonna save us but me so I got us

I said that I would I gotta keep my promise

Missed out on a lot yeah my 20s were a blur

My mind was always focused on the future that's for sure

But I'd sacrifice it again and again

To make sure my fam doesn't go thru that again

Oh I been on my own, my own

Oh I been on my own, my own

You know that was me stayin' up puttin' work in

Making sure my family was good we were hurtin'

Dad lost his job bank tried to take the house

Mom lost her mind I was tryna make it out

You know that was me who came thru when it mattered

You know that was me turnin' losses to laughter

Divvy up the cash makin' sure we all eat

Bring us all together makin' sure we all speak