作词 : Vincent Jacovelli

My mind insane

I can't control myself

But I wont change

Not even for my health

And I know if I don't, then I won't ever be alright

And I know if I don't, then I won't ever see the light

Maybe I don't understand it

But I been feeling damaged

And every other moments like a panic attack

All the times I've been stabbed in the back

Still I gotta walk around like I'm having a blast but really I know

This world is in a hell hole tell no lies

Soul is dead on arrival

I'm told times bound to get better

Life's been a bitch from the moment I met her yea

Wishing really never got me nowhere I've been counting on me my whole life

And I've been waiting on the day I can say that my soul gon be alright

Don't sell me a lie

Just tell me I'm fine I need it

Don't call my phone just leave me alone

I need to heal

My mind insane

I can't control myself

But I wont change

Not even for my health

And I know if I don't, then I won't ever be alright

And I know if I don't, then I won't ever see the light

Back and forth I watch the pendulum swing

Got these memories I locked away that mentally sting

You can call it what you want to I've got sensitive skin

Tried to go talk to a therapist to pencil me in

And every time i call for help it fell on deaf ears

Sometimes i wonder why the **** have i been left here

I wasn't granted the same, circumstances had changed

My first words dad stop cause my mother's in pain

I'm too obsessed with

Music to ever make an investment

In myself it's stupid i know its what I'm blessed with

Enduring this pain has taught me more than the love

I'm used to climbing up from out of the mud covered in blood

So don't sell me a lie, act like everything's fine, I'm bleeding

Don't call my phone just leave me alone i need to heal

My mind insane

I can't control myself

But I wont change

Not even for my health

And I know if I don't, then I won't ever be alright

And I know if I don't, then I won't ever see the light

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