I don't wanna open up, I don't wanna think about it

I don't wanna show my feelings anymore, mm-mmm

If I never talk a lot, will anybody understand it?

Do I have to hide my fears in these four walls?

'Cause you ripped my heart out when I gave you love

And made me feel weak when you gave it all up

So I lie awake thinking am I not good enough?

And strangers they comment when I'm feeling down

I take it to heart but I keep them around

And I lie awake tryna drown it out

I'm too, too close to losing myself, I'm barely even here

I'm too, too close to losing my senses, does that make me weak?

I'm numb, numb, numb

Should I run, run, run?

I'm too, too close to losing myself

I don't wanna ghost you out, I see you getting mad about it

No, don't judge me on what I've become (Mm-mmm)

Everything is getting loud, and I'm getting down about it

I'll count the days until I'm strong (Mm-mmm)

'Cause you ripped my heart out when I gave you love

And made me feel weak when you gave it all up

So I lie awake thinking am I not good enough?

And strangers they comment when I'm feeling down

I take it to heart but I keep them around

And I lie awake tryna drown it out

I'm too, too close to losing myself, I'm barely even here

I'm too, too close to losing my senses, does that make me weak?

I'm numb, numb, numb

Should I run, run, run?

I'm too, too close to losing myself

I'll drown it out

Too, too

Too, too close to…

I'm too, too close to losing myself

Too, too

Too, too close to

To losing myself

I'm too, too close to losing myself, I'm barely even here

I'm too, too close to losing my senses, does that make me weak?

I'm numb, numb, numb

Should I run, run, run?

I'm too, too close to losing myself

So I'll drown it out

But I'm…

I'm too, too close to losing myself

But I'll drown it out

I'm too, too close to losing myself