[00:04.81]I don't wanna open up, I don't wanna think about it
[00:09.25]I don't wanna show my feelings anymore, mm-mmm
[00:14.47]If I never talk a lot, will anybody understand it?
[00:18.33]Do I have to hide my fears in these four walls?
[00:22.99]'Cause you ripped my heart out when I gave you love
[00:25.85]And made me feel weak when you gave it all up
[00:28.47]So I lie awake thinking am I not good enough?
[00:32.53]And strangers they comment when I'm feeling down
[00:34.78]I take it to heart but I keep them around
[00:37.36]And I lie awake tryna drown it out
[00:41.83]I'm too, too close to losing myself, I'm barely even here
[00:46.74]I'm too, too close to losing my senses, does that make me weak?
[00:51.31]I'm numb, numb, numb
[00:53.09]Should I run, run, run?
[00:55.59]I'm too, too close to losing myself
[01:00.67]I don't wanna ghost you out, I see you getting mad about it
[01:04.85]No, don't judge me on what I've become (Mm-mmm)
[01:09.41]Everything is getting loud, and I'm getting down about it
[01:13.89]I'll count the days until I'm strong (Mm-mmm)
[01:19.44]'Cause you ripped my heart out when I gave you love
[01:21.53]And made me feel weak when you gave it all up
[01:24.00]So I lie awake thinking am I not good enough?
[01:28.17]And strangers they comment when I'm feeling down
[01:30.79]I take it to heart but I keep them around
[01:33.02]And I lie awake tryna drown it out
[01:37.26]I'm too, too close to losing myself, I'm barely even here
[01:41.57]I'm too, too close to losing my senses, does that make me weak?
[01:46.56]I'm numb, numb, numb
[01:48.32]Should I run, run, run?
[01:51.41]I'm too, too close to losing myself
[01:55.29]I'll drown it out
[01:56.88]Too, too
[01:59.77]Too, too close to…
[02:01.53]I'm too, too close to losing myself
[02:03.12]Too, too
[02:07.97]Too, too close to
[02:10.52]To losing myself
[02:15.76]I'm too, too close to losing myself, I'm barely even here
[02:19.16]I'm too, too close to losing my senses, does that make me weak?
[02:24.11]I'm numb, numb, numb
[02:26.04]Should I run, run, run?
[02:29.09]I'm too, too close to losing myself
[02:31.78]So I'll drown it out
[02:35.52]But I'm…
[02:37.92]I'm too, too close to losing myself
[02:41.76]But I'll drown it out
[02:43.86]I'm too, too close to losing myself