[00:00.000] 作曲 : Daniel Nwosu Jr/Alex Nour
[00:00.300] Give me the beat and a mic
[00:01.511] Give me the freedom to write
[00:02.088] Give me the vision to see my demons and beat 'em at night
[00:03.537] Give me the pen and the pad
[00:04.399] Give me a couple of stans
[00:05.179] Gave you a percentage but I'm taking home all of the bag
[00:06.825] Give me definitive and unlimited amounts of people loving me and
[00:08.845] Call upon everybody who came before and tell them to come and inject me with whatever they're smoking man, I'm sick!
[00:13.980] But I think you know that already
[00:15.498] You call me evil but how would you know it unless you live it already
[00:18.721] You think you’re better right?
[00:20.244] Because nobodies seen what you’ve done in the dark but if I put your life in this light you would crumble and fight to survive or die but ***** I ****ing knew that already
[00:26.899] I ain't special
[00:28.092] But I specialize in making you feel especially stupid for judging a human
[00:31.431] While you sit at home and the whole world can't watch what you're doing or follow and hate all your movements
[00:34.633] I ain't complaining but I know the people who do it are sicker than me and I'm sick enough I might just lose it
[00:38.532] Ya, you think you know me 'cause you double tap on picture
[00:40.768] I hate the fact that you judge me it’s driving me crazy so when it’s to deep I say **** it and drown in some liquor
[00:44.755] I write these verses in blood I got chapters for days 'cause my heart is my biblical scripture
[00:47.776] And I ain't a prophet but I can predict that you’ll never catch happiness till you're the pitcher
[00:51.091] So please continue to laugh if I’m a clown you're a circus act
[00:53.632] When I rap it’s in a surgeons mask
[00:55.251] Cause I place every syllable in a deliverable fashion from first to last
[00:58.444] Then cut back with a message that’s hidden in melody making them think and ask
[01:01.727] If I was the one on the table pushing giving birth to rap
[01:04.055] Maybe it was me
[01:05.167] Maybe you like all my music but don’t really actually love me
[01:07.306] Maybe you just want a picture
[01:08.621] Maybe you just want to see me 'cause you need some money
[01:10.475] Maybe you think that I’m happy
[01:11.668] Maybe you think in reality liking my post is repairing a hole when it’s actually shaking and cutting the soul right out of me
[01:16.721] I think I’m sick
[01:17.299] I feel a rush of emotion whenever I post up a pic
[01:19.618] I got a problem
[01:20.467] I’m in the studio rapping while this girl is sucking my ****
[01:22.732] She cut a hole in my heart now I fill it with women who love me 'cause they think I’m rich
[01:25.828] And if I be honest I just told a ***** that I care but I really do not give a shit
[01:28.999] So what’s your excuse?
[01:29.948] What helps you sleep?
[01:31.344] You leave a negative comment not knowing what you sew you will reap
[01:34.351] I bet you smile when you post thinking you're hurting me, but you see the way the brain works you become what you speak
[01:40.902] I need peace!
[01:41.849] But y’all can’t offer that
[01:43.693] I held my ground, I didn’t sell my soul
[01:45.672] I said **** the fame, y’all can’t take that offer back
[01:47.489] **** a shelf you can't take me off the rack
[01:49.013] All the fame is not worth a heart attack
[01:50.493] You're insane, you're in pain, I can tell by what you saying, but
[01:54.321] My bad, I forgot you were fragile
[01:56.588] I forgot someone who doesn't even know me told you I'm an *******
[01:59.550] I forgot that I’m a villain
[02:00.948] I forgot that I’ve always spread positivity, but you think I didn't
[02:04.320] I forgot that hatred stems from people who hate their own existence
[02:07.406] I forgot I’m better off alone
[02:09.137] I forgot I care for everyone's happiness, but forget about my own
[02:12.606] I forget I spend every waking second on my phone, hahahaha
[02:19.297] Come and join my circus, I’m recruiting
[02:21.970] I’m taking everyone who passes judgement ***** that’s including
[02:24.928] Everyone who thinks it’s so amusing
[02:26.530] To put me down while I’m pursuing
[02:27.971] The key board warriors that live online behind a screen that's just an illusion
[02:31.271] Come, come, come, come join my circus
[02:33.000] You ****ing *****s
[02:34.565] I’ll **** you till you love me then pay you to do some tricks
[02:37.666] I don’t need a doctor I need a bag of nails and bricks to lay down on the floor so if you fail to land a flip you can feel what I felt when you tried to come sink my ship
[02:45.589] Let me explain, you all help me financially gain
[02:47.567] But I spend my money on mental health books and read them just to control all my pain
[02:50.863] I don’t wear clothes, but bought this chain and just like you this chain is fake
[02:53.910] I wear it to distract you from the blatant sadness written on my ****ing face
[02:59.402] What'd you expect?
[03:00.267] Did you think I was immune to what you were saying and didn’t see all of the disrespect?
[03:02.820] Do you think I’m not human, have no feelings, or maybe you think I’m ****ing weak and now I’m pleading
[03:07.593] Maybe you think I’m just too good and that I’m ****ing cheating?
[03:10.763] Or maybe just maybe
[03:14.349] You're blind and the hate inside your heart clouds your eyes and your mind and your ears when I rhyme
[03:20.147] Even though we all know I’m one of the best of all time
[03:25.206] Or maybe you're just a ****ing ***** and I can't
[03:27.928] Stop comparing me to people who are not in my league
[03:31.754] Stop saying I don’t believe in God just because you can’t read
[03:34.837] Stop making fake profiles so you can spam my feed
[03:37.802] I'm not alone, I know there's millions out there just like me