[00:00.000] 作词 : 张雪飞/R.I.P XXXTENTACION
[00:01.000] 作曲 : 524（FTF）/R.I.P XXXTENTACION
[00:10.530]生亦何欢 死亦何苦
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[00:13.040]何为幸福又何为痛苦
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[00:14.390]眼泪是最真实的表露
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[00:18.000]但从不希望谁又为我而哭经常感到身体不太舒服
[00:20.100]原因多半是因为孤独
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[00:21.700]我已经很久都没有倾诉
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[00:23.350]五年间都与着黑暗为伍
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[00:25.260]睁开眼就不断吞噬垃圾
[00:27.040]日积月累的在我脑海里堆积
[00:28.950]大脑就变成一个垃圾场
[00:30.860]回忆是拾荒者找寻宝藏
[00:32.520]我不敢面对镜子里的自己
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[00:35.630]那个人变得越来越狰狞
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[00:36.340]怀疑自己会突然没了呼吸
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[00:38.200]画面定格在慌乱的人群中里
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[00:40.500]他说真的孤独也并不可怕
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[00:41.950]我向往孤独 如果了无牵挂
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[00:43.860]钱比癌细胞扩散更强大
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[00:45.480]买的幸福是病变之前的虚假
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[00:47.140]没有好与坏 只有亲人跟敌人
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[00:50.110]但亲人也可能是敌人
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[00:50.920]厌倦了太多的不择手段
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[00:52.530]厌倦了狗跟狗抢一碗饭
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[00:54.530]厌倦了跟女人只睡一晚上
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[00:56.240]庸俗的灵魂在不同的皮囊
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[00:58.310]厌倦了每次把酒杯满上
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[01:00.058]笑着敬的人竟是些混账
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[01:01.829]黑暗是我所拥有的情绪
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[01:03.598]黑暗是我所伪装的面具
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[01:05.459]黑暗是天堂亦或者地狱
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[01:07.069]黑暗隐藏我所有的秘密
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[01:09.379]黑暗能吞掉心里的伤
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[01:11.040]黑暗掩盖住外表的脏
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[01:12.840]黑暗更能够包罗万象
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[01:14.349]黑暗温柔即刺眼的光
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[00:200]但从不希望谁又为我而哭