[00:00.000] 作词 : 交易子
[00:01.000] 作曲 : 交易子
[00:19.158]When I was a child, I stopped dreaming about tomorrow
[00:23.796]early because I was filled with all those pain and disgrace
[00:28.495]它们如影随形
[00:33.252]It was suffocating
[00:38.474]It seemed like they all loved me more when I was broken
[00:47.307]As time went by, oh god didn't it fly
[00:56.762]A day, a year, a decade of sunrise and moonlight
[01:06.161]现在已不是孩子的我身体里依然折磨我的怪物是我唯一的朋友
[01:16.560]他们都骗我
[01:20.225]朋友也长大了
[01:24.902]就只能越发沉默 也没人相信我
[01:34.356]不能就此坐以待毙
[01:43.744]逃离这里逃离所有的曾经
[01:57.994]再也不 回头想
[02:04.956]
[02:13.225]我终于放弃了
[02:17.203]平和地优雅地接受了
[02:21.281]妥协吧堕落吧灭亡吧狂欢吧
[02:25.493]直到地球被核平吧
[02:29.231]褪去了灰色的世界多艳丽
[02:34.723]焕然一新
[02:37.739]混沌无序的色彩多绚丽
[02:41.614]我的乐园
[02:45.191]直到你降临的那个瞬间
[02:49.261]我以为痛苦都早已被忘却
[02:53.264]你的美丽如此鲜明
[02:57.231]灼伤了我
[03:01.349]痛い 痛い
[03:09.287]那大大小小穿透我的情感啊
[03:13.269]起起伏伏归于死寂
[03:17.602]但与你相关的所有时刻
[03:21.205]都被压缩成薄胶片
[03:25.225]狠狠地烙印在我身上
[03:29.123]不可逆不痊愈
[03:33.156]这世间若真的存在
[03:37.343]神明那就是你的模样
[03:41.173]你就像依存于白昼之上
[03:45.275]撕裂阳光的又一次破晓
[03:49.187]沐浴在圣光里新生的
[03:53.208]我放生啼哭
[03:57.313]呜呜
[04:04.128]不幸的孩子迎来了新的一天
[04:08.391]
[04:32.454]上次欢愉的时候 我是个孩子忘乎所有
[04:43.195]尖叫着 挥霍着只求最后一无所有
[04:54.372]两点半 三点半 五点半我彻夜未眠
[05:05.598]期盼着 祈祷着 没有明天 没有明天
[05:16.455]I'm sorry if I haven't been on my best behavior
[05:27.516]I'm sorry if I haven't been on my best behavior
[05:38.739]路途匆匆的人们停下脚步等我低头
[05:49.424]一句道歉就足够 你们自以为别无所求
[06:00.604]被我嘲笑的光阴要拿什么还你们哦
[06:11.555]所以就 放过吧 等我一口 笑泯恩仇
[06:22.683]I'm sorry if I haven't been on my best behavior
[06:33.721]I'm sorry if I haven't been on my best behavior
[06:44.825]I'm sorry if I haven't been on my best behavior
[06:55.756]I'm sorry if I haven't been on my best behavior
[07:06.858]Almost winning and now I don't know
[07:11.725]But it seems like it's almost away from me
[07:17.814]Maybe one day I'll be strong enough to
[07:23.283]find it out and I'll know it all