[00:02.758]Disappear (ghost)
[00:13.200]My mind spills to thrills and fills the void, kills the noise
[00:17.118]You know the game build, destroy, Tetris
[00:19.892]Before you turn the phone off but then the phone dies
[00:23.440]There's no break for a black guy
[00:25.778]Blacklisted before they even wrote sh*t
[00:28.578]Mad gifted before we even spoke the word
[00:31.848]In the beginning, it was just a word
[00:34.210]And the word was with God and the word was Allah
[00:37.613]Voilà but it ain't magic n*ggas die but it ain't tragic
[00:41.652]Its more natural new birth
[00:43.977]What if heaven is the new Earth?
[00:46.174]What if God is a bluebird, that can't fly because it knows itself as the sky?
[00:52.197]I used to see rain as the proof I can cry with no fear
[00:55.569]But now I gotta hide my own tears so I don't seem weak
[00:59.114]I don't even want to see me cause I don't know that n*gga
[01:03.040]I don't owe that n*gga
[01:04.604]To tell the truth, something to show that n*gga
[01:07.489]That's why I love you because I know who you are
[01:10.545]That's why I look at you like I seen you before
[01:13.601]I recognize you from a hole in the wall
[01:16.574]That I punched in the wall because I'm so pissed off
[01:19.676]I meditate and try to calm myself
[01:21.596]I know anger only harm myself
[01:24.447]False alarm myself
[01:25.781]So many books I read to warn myself
[01:27.910]I want more myself
[01:29.298]Look at in the mirror and I scorn myself
[01:31.548]Who am I?
[01:32.703]And am I really even here?
[01:35.121]I think it's time for me to disappear
[01:37.017]Cause I've been living way too long in the right or the wrong
[01:40.821]I'm as small as a fly with the sh*t that I'm on
[01:43.708]So get going get lost
[01:45.600]I don't want to be found
[01:46.961]You won't see me if you looking around
[01:49.072]Cause I've been living way too long in the right or the wrong
[01:52.820]I'm as small as a fly with the sh*t that I'm on
[01:55.751]So get going get lost
[01:57.775]I don't want to be found
[01:59.129]You won't see me if you looking around
[02:01.259]Feel my rain
[02:03.820]Feel my pain, feel my force walk into the flame
[02:09.737]It will change you of course
[02:13.513]Don't be scared, I will be there where you are
[02:19.521]You don't know
[02:22.461]It's ok where you go
[02:26.235]Yesterday I saw the ending of the end
[02:28.422]And I'm in it again
[02:29.683]Everything is on spin, I'm just caught in the wind
[02:32.388]Protectless, breathless, stress less
[02:35.725]The high got the Faye kinda restless
[02:38.380]Second guessing intent directions
[02:40.598]I get a kick out of the irony of my blessings
[02:43.697]Humerous in life, enormous as my sacrifice so it seems
[02:48.691]Then again sino with a thick
[02:51.116]But a dollar and a dream and a model for the team
[02:53.959]Or a slogan for the soul
[02:55.331]Just all my n*gga know gone on my body
[02:57.900]The body in the crust livin' the life
[03:00.122]How you living your just another soldier right?
[03:02.998]What I'm fighting for don't even know what I'm writing for
[03:06.276]Man this ain't even real life no more
[03:08.499]I'm on the edge and I got nothing but a song
[03:11.985]I'm lucky if the birds sing along
[03:14.670]Cause I've been living way too long in the right or the wrong
[03:18.180]I'm as small as a fly with the sh*t I'm on
[03:20.990]So keep going get lost
[03:23.001]I don't want to be found
[03:24.369]You won't see me if you looking around
[03:26.710]Cause I've been living way too long in the right or the wrong
[03:30.073]I'm as small as a fly with the sh*t I'm on
[03:33.009]So keep going get lost
[03:34.975]I don't want to be found
[03:36.512]You won't see me if you looking around
[03:39.156]Feel my pain
[03:41.919]Feel my pain, feel my force walk into the flame
[03:47.290]It will change you of course
[03:50.735]Don't be scared, I will be there where you are
[03:56.990]You don't know (It's okay)
[03:59.919]It's ok where you go