You put me on a pedestal and tell me I'm the best

Raise me up into the sky until I'm short of breath, yeah

Fill me up with confidence, I say what's in my chest

Spill my words and tear me down until there's nothing left

Rearrange the pieces just to fit me with the rest, yeah

But what if I, what if I trip?

What if I, what if I fall?

Then am I the monster?

Just let me know

And what if I, what if I sin?

And what if I, what if I break? Yeah

Then am I the monster?

Just let me know, yeah

I was fifteen when the world put me on a pedestal

I had big dreams of doing shows and making memories

Made some bad moves trying to act cool, upset by their jealousy

Lifting me up, lifting me up

And tearing me down, tearing me down

I'll take responsibility for everything I've done

Holding it against me like you're the holy one (You're the holy one)

I had a chip on my shoulder, had to let it go

'Cause unforgiveness keeps them in control

I came in with good intentions then I let it go

And now I really wanna know

But what if I, what if I trip?

What if I, what if I fall?

Then am I the monster? (Am I the monster?)

Just let me know

And what if I, what if I sin?

And what if I, what if I break?

Then am I the monster?

Just let me know

So what if I trip

What if I, what if I fall?

Then am I the monster?

(Am I the monster?)