if it’s okay

i’ll leave the bed light on

and place your water glass

where it belongs

and if it’s alright

i’ll lie awake at night

pretending i am curled up at your side

see i’m circling in these patterns

living out of memories

i’m still a long way from accepting it

that there’s just no you and me

but if i still believe you love me

maybe i’ll survive

so i tell myself you’re coming home

like you’ve done a million times

and if it’s alright

i’ll still be loving you

’cause i can’t break it to my heart

is it just me

did i commit a crime

i won’t believe that loving you

is just a waste of time

or was it in my head

i’m reading into things you never said

’cause i still don’t have the answers

to why we couldn’t work it out

i wanna think it’s something that i did

so i can turn it back around

but if i still believe you love me

maybe i’ll survive

so i tell myself you’re coming home

like you’ve done a million times

and if it’s alright

i’ll still be loving you

’cause i can’t break it to my heart

and nothing will come between us

i wanna convince myself

we’re perfect in

every single way

as long as i can keep

the truth away from my heart

oh ’cause i can’t break it to my heart

’cause i still don’t have the answers

to why we couldn’t work it out

i wanna think it’s something that i did

so i can turn it back around

but if i still believe you love me

maybe i’ll survive

so i tell myself you’re coming home

like you’ve done a million times

and if it’s alright

i’ll still be loving you

but if i still believe you love me

maybe i’ll survive

so i tell myself you’re coming home

like you’ve done a million times

and if it’s alright

i’ll still be loving you

and if it’s alright

i’ll still be loving you

’cause i can’t break it to my h