Unlovable


Are my lips unkissable?

Are my eyes unlookable?

Is my skin untouchable?

Am I unlovable?


Cynical, jaded, faithless, disappointed, disillusioned, used

If I could take back all my sweat, my tears, my sex, my joy I would

My time, my love, my effort, passion, dedication

In case of mistaken identity I gave these things to you

If I sound angry, bitter, sad, infatuated, it's the truth

Denial, anger, bargaining, depression, just a few 

Stages of acceptance that it's really over

It's just so complicated and I'm stupid for believing in you


You make me feel like my father never loved me 

You make me feel like the act of love is empty

Am I so unlovable?

Is my skin untouchable?

Do I remind you of a part of you that you don't like?


I had your back, I held you up, I told you you were good enough

It was not reciprocated, you kept affection and yourself apart