[00:00.000] 作词 : Aaron Dessner/Gracie Abrams
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Aaron Dessner/Gracie Abrams
[00:04.353] My double vision
[00:07.591] Is only amplifying everything he isn't
[00:14.239] Till I feel less attached and bored to death but listen
[00:20.752] It's no one's fault, it's just my terrible condition
[00:26.495]
[00:30.698] And I've been thinking if I move out this year
[00:36.541] I'll feel my parents slipping
[00:40.478] Away and also I'm just scared of that commitment
[00:47.100] I really think sometimes there's something that I'm missing
[00:55.904]
[00:57.943] Oh I know spiraling is miserable
[01:02.970] I should probably go back home
[01:06.134] Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
[01:10.792] Oh I hope I wake up invisible
[01:15.979] I'd be someone no one knows
[01:19.342] I guess I'm just difficult
[01:21.516]
[01:23.177] To name this feeling
[01:26.724] Would take a hundred thousand years, some kind of grieving
[01:33.101] But over what I never had, so I've been speaking
[01:39.694] To my therapist, I call her every weekend
[01:48.830]
[01:49.561] I meant to tell you
[01:52.850] How I've hated how we left things when it fell through
[01:59.614] 'Cause you were everything to me, where did you run to?
[02:06.177] Was it something that I said that colored you blue?
[02:14.052]
[02:16.832] Oh I know spiraling is miserable
[02:21.741] I should probably go back home
[02:25.052] Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
[02:29.927] Oh I hope I wake up invisible
[02:34.866] I'd be someone no one knows
[02:38.248] I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
[02:42.751]
[02:44.810] Difficult
[02:51.426] Difficult
[02:53.231]
[02:55.520] I've been drinking
[02:58.675] And staying up too late reliving bad decisions
[03:04.851] I thought eventually my ranting here would fix it
[03:11.476] I really think sometimes there's something that I'm missing
[03:16.770]
[03:22.696] Oh I know spiraling is miserable
[03:27.430] I should probably go back home
[03:31.079] Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
[03:35.451] Oh I hope I wake up invisible
[03:40.544] I'd be someone no one knows
[03:43.903] I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
[03:48.330]
[03:49.263] Oh I know spiraling is miserable
[03:53.824] I should probably go back home
[03:57.103] Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
[04:02.250] Oh I hope I wake up invisible
[04:07.169] I'd be someone no one knows
[04:10.351] I guess I'm just difficult, difficult