What Now - Rihanna

I ve been ignoring this big lump in my throat

I shouldn t be crying, tears were for the weak

The days I m stronger, now what, so I say

But something s missing

Whatever it is, it feels like

It s laughing at me

through the glass of a two-sided mirror

Whatever it is, it s just laughing at me

And I just wanna scream

What now? I just can t figure it out

What now? I guess I ll just wait it out

What now? Woah, what now?

I found the one, he changed my life

But was it me that changed

And he just happened to come at the right time

I m supposed to be in love

But I m not mugging

Whatever it is, it feels like

It s laughing at me

through the glass of a two-sided mirror

Whatever it is,

it s just sitting there laughing at me

And I just wanna scream

What now? I just can t figure it out

What now? I guess I ll just wait it out

What now? Please tell me

What now?

There s no one to call

cause I m just playing games with them all

The more I swear I m happy,

he more that I m feeling alone

Cause I spent every hour

just going through the motions

I can t even get the emotions to come out

Dry as a bone, but I just wanna shout

What now? I just can t figure it out

What now? I guess I ll just wait it out wait it out

What now? Somebody tell me

What now?

I don t know where to go

I don t know what to feel

I don t know how to cry

I don t know ow ow why

I don t know where to go

I don t know what to feel

I don t know how to cry

I don t know ow ow why

I don t know where to go

I don t know what to feel

I don t know how to cry

I don t know ow ow why

So what now?