Near -Sam Ock

Written by ：Kermit Goell

I say the opposite thing I want to be assured

I want to know that love is greater far than empty words

My cynicism many times irrational absurd

Pride it tells me that I'm further gone than any word

I have the gall yes I think I really have the nerve

To challenge unconditional love to be a verb

Many things I observe clash with what I heard

The black and white makes my insides grew blurred

I am much less faithful than you think I am

My heart's palate tastes bitterness and loves bland

Need to water myself cause I'm dry land

I want to know but I don't really want to understand

But I've come to know one thing

To be alone it could be my life's ending

So in all I don't know god I need you

I need you to keep me close

I'll push away

But I really want you to stay

Can you be the strength of my faith

I need you to keep me close

Do you think I'm a fool

Cause I deserve that

I'm just a broken tool

Devoid of functionality

Why can't you be my first resort

Why must you be my last resort

I am forgiven and I don't deserve that

I have the remedy and didn't even do a thing

I'm making you my only choice

I'm making you my only choice

I'll push away

But I really want you to stay

Can you be the strength of my faith

I need you to keep me close

I'll push away

But I really want you to stay

Can you be the strength of my faith

I need you to keep me close

I am much less faithful than you think I am

My heart's palate tastes bitterness and loves bland

Need to water myself cause I'm dry land

I want to know but I don't really want to understand

But I've come to know one thing

To be alone it could be my life's ending

So in all I don't know god I need you

I need you to keep me close

I'll push away

But I really want you to stay

Can you be the strength of my faith

I need you to keep me close

I'll push away

But I really want you to stay

Can you be the strength of my faith

I need you to keep me close

I'll push away

But I really want you to stay

Can you be the strength of my faith

I need you to k