作词 : Sub Urban

作曲 : Sub Urban

I wanna kill myself

I wanna kill myself

It’s all I hear right now

It’s all I hear right now

I wanna kill myself

I wanna kill myself

It’s all I hear right now

It’s all I hear right now

I wanna break my vows

Wanna neglect my health

How can I trust people

If I can’t trust myself

I wanna scream and shout

I wanna cry and pout

But I can’t make myself

Why can’t I make myself

I always seem to make the same mistakes

The kinds you can’t go back to fix, that start to weigh

Until I’m dragging ‘round a body made of clay

I’m just dead weight, I’m just dead weight

I wanna feel it all again

To have somebody

Hold me in place

Tell it to my bruised face

That I tried

But it was juvenile to think that I ever had a good thing

Going with a good being

So I’ll go f**k myself

‘til I’m too lonely to feel

Dance like a court jester

Just for a film with no reel

And I’ll lose all of my friends

When I’m no longer ideal

And then get scolded again

Just to come home to no meal

I wanna kill myself

I wanna kill myself

It’s all I hear right now

It’s all I hear right now

I wanna kill myself

I wanna kill myself

It’s all I hear right now

It’s all I hear right now

I wanna kill myself

I wanna kill myself

It’s all I hear right now

It’s all I hear right now

I wanna kill myself

I wanna kill myself

It’s all I hear right now

It’s all I hear right now

I wanna break my vows

Wanna neglect my health

How can I trust people

If I can’t trust myself

I wanna scream and shout

I wanna cry and pout

But i can’t make myself

Why can’t I make myself