I saw you

With a very lose grip on your tight ship

And I left you

With a very big mess then I watched it progress

Took a little time for your trip

But i saw you starting to slip

And you always kept your eyes on

Any little hiding spot that you had forgot

And I saw you after a decent spell in a private hell

And I told you

I hope I live a thousand lives hope I live them well

Fought my mind to keep my life

But my body's putting up their tougher fight

Yeah if it feels wrong you can go on along

But once it feels right then you just lost the fight

I saw you

With a very lose grip on your tight ship

And I lost you

When you said one hit couldn't hurt a bit

Took a little time for your trip

But I saw you starting to slip

'Cuz you always kept your eyes on

Any little hiding spot that you had forgot

And I can't shake

The terror of my life fleeting, minute by minute

Even when I can't imagine another day waking up in it

Fought my mind to keep my life

But my body's putting up a tougher fight

Yeah if it feels wrong you can go on along

But once it feels right then you just lost the figh