NEFFEX - At The Top

There's too much that's going on I don't know what to do

Paralyzed by options in this world can't pick and choose yeah

Everybody's life is on display including you

Yet I feel everyday is just the same stuck in a loop

I need some variety

I'm sick of this anxiety

I'm sick of this society

They make us feel a rivalry

Compare ourselves to others

But we all got different mothers

We were raised in different structures

So we're different it's no wonder

I just want a great life

Something where I feel like I just didn't waste time

Something I look back and say that was a great time

'Cause man I just hate when the years pass by the wayside yeah

I'm so lost inside

And I need a little time to find

Who I am in this life

I will find a way to feel alive

I'm so lost inside

And I need a little time to find

Who I am in this life

I will find a way to feel alive

Feel alive

Feel alive

I'm so lost inside

And I need a little time to find who I am inside

You better watch out now

I figured something out

What this whole life's about yeah

It's not the goal it's the journey

Wasted emotion is worry

I'll stop being in a hurry and

I'll just enjoy what I'm doing

Keep pushing forward and moving

Appreciate the improvement yeah

I was so stuck on a goal

Was losing sight of my soul

Need to enjoy getting old

And be so present

I don't know if there's a heaven

But I know I wanna get in

And sometimes I feel a presence

Energy in a direction

So I follow intuition

It took me to a musician

Now I'm on a different mission

To help others with afflictions

Now I'm not lost inside

I finally have seemed to find

Who I am in this life

And I found a way to feel alive

I'm not lost inside

I finally have seemed to find

Who I am in this life

And I found a way to feel alive

Feel alive

Feel alive

I'm not lost inside

I finally have seemed to find who I am inside