I think that everything getting ****ed up for too long

****** up for too long…

I wanna say sorry to my family

To the people who always helped me

Even though I was living so selfishly

I just wish they could see the things that I have seen

I wanna learn how to not harm me

Cause late at night my thoughts are ****** haunting

I got this pain so deep inside

It drives me insane but it keeps me alive

I don’t see a reason, never had a reason

To keep on breathing, with nothing to believe in

I don’t see a reason, I never had a reason

To keep on breathing, with nothing to believe in

I was just a tweaked out kid

Didn’t know I’d end up like this

Thought that sadness was just a phase

Now I’m paying to phase out everyday

I ain't never had no direction

Used to look in glass pipes for reflections

Never meant to put yall thru this

I just can’t grasp why I ******* exist

I don’t see a reason, never had a reason

To keep on breathing, with nothing to believe in

I don’t see a reason, I never had a reason

To keep on breathing, with nothing to believ