作曲 : Daniel James Davenel

What have I done?

What have I done?

I'll be lost forever

These words eternally etched into my skin

All of the days that I spent wishing you would come back and be everything I've ever dreamed of

I am your creation

Why don't you face what you brought into existence?

Don't be such a ****ing coward

What have I done?

To push you away

Do you even remember the color of my eyes?

They're just like yours

Look into my eyes

Have I become the monster you make me out to be?

This hell was created from misery

And I'm afraid that the worst is yet to come

You've taught me nothing, but the concept of quitting and being absent

I hope you're proud of yourself and your fictitious contributions

All my life I've been taken for granted

I've let the venom flow through

My body weakens

There's nothing good left in me

I'm ****ing putrid

Punish me for my mistakes

Please god

Take me away

My demons are my brothers

They are the only familiar face

Unlike you they serve purpose

Remind me of you and all the things I don't wanna be

These walls are now my comfort

They have become my only escape

I swear to god

It's the only way I can breathe

What have I done?

To push you away

Do you even remember the color of my eyes?

They're just like yours

Look into my eyes

Have I become the monster you make me out to be?

This hell was created from misery

And I'm afraid that the worst is yet to come

Six feet deep

Buried by silence

This world has rejected the blood I've put in it

My effort means nothing in this prison

Forever stuck in this cage

Unable to turn the page and start a new chapter

I cannot escape this damn cycle

All regret repeats

Constant tragedy

Constant agony

Makes me question

When I will be able to live again

I cannot escape this damn cycle

All regret repeats

Constant tragedy

Constant agony

Makes me question

When I will live ag