Ay, in my apartment a long time ago

I knew a bad *****

but she was kinda slow

Still gave it up when it's a few of us;

she let me finger **** her

on the school bus

We used to cut school

with her and run train,

she wanna hang with us,

we want one thang

Just penetratin that throat dawg

she choke on it like smoke dawg

But whenever I ****ed up my re-up,

in a dice game I go see her

She'll give me enough to buy a quarter ounce

and then blow a blunt of that reefer

She used to buy a ***** new sneakers,

pay the bill on my beeper

Just so she could page to put a "69"

and I know it's time to go freak her

Then one day I just asked her,

"Why you always give ya ass up?

I mean damn these hoes get paid,

all you do is get laid,

this **** don't add up"

She said "Tip, all I wanna do is feel love,

even if I know it ain't real love

Even if I know a ***** only finna hit it

then never call back, I still ****"

And that's ****ed up

cause she's so trill,

I need somethin, she go steal

When the trap hot and police ride,

***** guess where we go chill?

About fo' years she held ****

and my fo'-pound 'til it go down

I remember shawty, she stayed down,

I won't say her name

cause she married now

When the lights go out

and I'm in my bed

I think of all the madness in my head

Oh-oh-ohhhh, all of the things

that I did back then

Ohhhh, when I'm in my bed

I think of all the memories I've had

Oh-oh-ohhhh, all of the things

that I did back then

She would always turn heads

when she fall through,

she would always make moves

how a boss do

And she never gave

any ***** time of day,

but she the chick all the ******

tried to talk to

But when it came to me

she had a thing for me,

when we kicked it

she rolled up the **** for me

And we'd both cut class,

post up in the cut steady watchin

just to see if the police comin

We got close over time

her and I,

right around the time

that I first got signed

Come to think about it

I was 'bout 17,

I ain't even have a license,

couldn't even drive

I was goin back and

forth with these flights,

another show after show, each night

She became so suspicious

of these other *****es

she'd go through my phone

and we'd fight

Talk about torn between the two,

wasn't really much more

that we could do

Wasn't really much space for us

but she stayed down with

every tour she seen me do

But I guess one night I had a few,

huh, one night I had a few

Yeah, this lil' chick that caught my eye,

I told her "Hurry up, meet me at the room"

And no, I didn't have a contraceptive,

and my common sense neglected

And two months later next thing I know

I got a text that said "I'm pregnant"

And you can almost bet she kept it

and that's the reason why you left me

On top of all that, it wasn't even mine,

I went and got paternity tested

Damn!

When the lights go out

and I'm in my bed

I think of all the madness in my head

Oh-oh-ohhhh, all of the things

that I did back then

Ohhhh, when I'm in my bed

I think of all the memories I've had

Oh-oh-ohhhh, all of the things

that I did back then

Wait, hold up, is that you?

With them big ol' thighs after school?

Jay 305 had gave me high five

when I said I'm in hot pursuit

You said "I won't ride

until Kendrick drive

a new Monte Carlo that cruise"

And that shot my pride,

I tried to improv

but no freestyle'll ever do

You're lookin for the *****

with the tallest 'fetti

You're overlookin every *****

that ain't quite ready

To make it rain on you

like about to break a levee

HOLD UP! That ***** petty

Yeah yo' nails did, yo' hair did,

yo' cell phone is selfish

It only got numbers

that come with a Hummer,

her new primadonna I smelt it

Tried to make you mine hoe,

tried to make some time hoe

But I ain't got the time

or the patience to stop

and wait in line hoe

Her dreams holds Versace,

she fall for Armani

Only deal with rich ******,

**** you and Mitt Romney

I'm grown now,

I'm on my own now,

I'm po-o-o-oppin

Change my phone now,

when I get home now

I got options

Fast forward, wait, is that you?

With them big ol' thighs after school?

And yo' three kids and three baby daddies

and car note that's overdue?

I know

When the lights go out

and I'm in my bed

I think of all the madness in my head

Oh-oh-ohhhh, all of the things

that I did back th