Oh man I can't believe that you did what they said

You did and to this day I've still gotta say that in

My mind I question it I wish I knew what you had

Meant before you went and left me wondering to

Just an echo of your voice listen

Now I wait to take my turn to bleed like a kid playing

With a razorblade and wonder if I have the

Balls at all or am I gonna be afraid where are

You what do you think cause I'm not sure when

Knocking at deaths door if I will be welcome in

Or be left alone outside

I hear the sound of a heart

From the shadow in the dark

Waiting for the poison to hit its mark

I see the darkness

Surround the shape on the ground the

Killer straight up and a body face

Down

Firstborn-last one

I hear the

Din of the screams sorrow in streams

The smell of farewell and gasoline

I see a heart set free

And my legacy hear a voice from a

Shadow that is beckoning me

Firstborn-last one

I guess there comes a point when you

Think to yourself this isnt worth it it

Isnt worth it and now I feel what you felt inside

Brother and now I feel what you felt

This isnt worth it it isnt worth it I

Wish it didn't end this way live a life in

Hell through a mortal shell asphyxiating

Smell for a crime lifetime imagination

Locked in a cell and to the other

Firstborn I see the same scene that

Must play over in your mind and now

How much more I'm sure its f**ked with

Your head just like its f**ked up mine

Listen my son-firstborn last one

The message you sent out to me-I can't

Change whats meant to b