Every time I found the words to say
What I thought would make things okay
I kept it all inside
Slowly drowning in my pride
I never could admit my own mistakes
Some how I thought things would fall into place
And I made a change too late
Here, past all the lights
Where everything s clear
Nothing seems to change
How I love you and now
You re gonna leave
I m just slowly dying here inside
Trying to let go
Maybe I just thought I had you here
I thought that you would not go anywhere
I abused my position and I didn t care
And now that you no longer turn to me
And it seems that you got over me
I can hardly breathe
You no longer need me
I m just sorry I found out late but all the choices I Made I thought of me
And not how it d be to watch you walk away
I know I ll never make it right but everyday I try
In hopes you might come back you re where my heart s at
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