[ti:Side Effects]
[ar:Mariah Carey&Young Jeezy]
[al:E=MC2]
[by:活在当下]

[00:01.38]Mariah Carey&Young Jeezy - Side Effects
[00:06.48]  活在当下 制作

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[00:15.09]I was a girl, you was a man 
[00:16.95]I was too young to understand 
[00:18.90]I was naive, I just believed 
[00:20.77]Everything that you told me 
[00:22.68]Said you were strong, protecting me 
[00:24.55]Then I found out that you were weak 
[00:27.05]Keeping me there under your thumb 
[00:28.93]Cause you were scared that I'd become much 
[00:31.11]More than you could handle 
[00:33.19]Shining like a chandelier 
[00:35.67]That decorated every room 
[00:37.69]Inside this private hell we built 
[00:40.40]And I dealt with it like a kid 
[00:43.45]I wished I could fly away but instead 
[00:46.73]I kept my tears inside cause I knew if I 
[00:50.57]Started I'd keep cryin' for the rest of my 
[00:54.34]Life with you I finally built up the strength 
[00:58.49]To walk away don't regret it 
[01:00.50]But I still live with the side effects 
[01:02.89]Wakin' up scared some nights 
[01:04.13]Still dreamin' 'bout the violent times 
[01:05.95]Still a little protective 'bout the people 
[01:08.05]That I let inside 
[01:09.77]Still a little defensive 
[01:11.08]Thinkin' folks be tryin' to run my life 
[01:13.66]Still a little depressed 
[01:15.22]Inside I fake a smile and deal with the 
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[01:32.04]Vacant inside no one was there 
[01:33.98]Couldn't be real, had to keep quiet 
[01:35.87]Once in a while put up a fight 
[01:37.70]It's just too much night after night 
[01:39.62]After a while I would just lie 
[01:41.48]You were dead wrong said you were right 
[01:43.40]Did what i could just to survive 
[01:45.27]Couldn't believe this was my life 
[01:47.63]Flickering like a candle 
[01:49.17]Doin' my best to handle 
[01:51.19]Sleepin with the enemy 
[01:52.78]Aware that he was smothering 
[01:56.30]Every last part of me 
[01:59.61]So I broke away and finally 
[02:01.58]Found the strength to breathe 
[02:03.04]I kept my tears inside cause I knew if I 
[02:06.74]Started I'd keep cryin' for the rest of my 
[02:10.52]Life with you I finally built up the strength 
[02:14.67]To walk away don't regret it 
[02:16.87]But I still live with the side effects 
[02:19.47]Wakin' up scared some nights 
[02:20.61]Still dreamin' 'bout the violent times 
[02:21.82]Still a little protective 'bout the people 
[02:24.07]That I let inside 
[02:25.68]Still a little defensive 
[02:26.82]Thinkin' folks be tryin' to run my life 
[02:29.46]Still a little depressed 
[02:30.81]Inside I fake a smile and deal with the 
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[02:48.64][Young Jeezy Verse] 
[03:20.31]Forgive but I can't forget 
[03:22.15]Everyday I deal with this 
[03:24.05]I live with the side effects 
[03:25.60]But I ain't gon let them get the best of me 
[03:27.86]Forgive but I can't forget 
[03:29.77]Everyday I deal with this 
[03:31.64]I live with the side effects 
[03:33.21]But I ain't gon let them get the best of me 
[03:35.35]I kept my tears inside cause I knew if I 
[03:39.09]Started I'd keep cryin' for the rest of my 
[03:42.92]Life with you I finally built up the strength 
[03:47.04]To walk away don't regret it 
[03:48.95]But I still live with the side effects 
[03:50.82]Wakin' up scared some nights 
[03:52.51]Still dreamin' 'bout the violent times 
[03:54.58]Still a little protective 'bout the people 
[03:56.61]That I let inside 
[03:58.34]Still a little defensive 
[03:59.54]Thinkin' folks be tryin' to run my life 
[04:02.07]Still a little depressed 
[04:03.31]Inside I fake a smile and deal with the 
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