i am a little bit of loneliness 

a little bit of disregard

handful of complaints 

but i can‘t help the fact that everyone can see

these scars

i am what i want you to want 

what i want you to feel

but it‘s like no matter what i do,

i can‘t convince you, to just believe

this is real

so i let go, watching you,

turn your back like you always do

face away and pretend that i‘m not

but i‘ll be here ‘cause you‘re all that i got





i can‘t feel the way i did before

don‘t turn your back on me

i won‘t be ignored

time won‘t heal this damage anymore

don‘t turn your back on me

i won‘t be ignored



i am a little bit insecure 

a little unconfident

cause you don‘t understand i do what i can 

but sometimes 

i don‘t make sense

i am what you never wanna say 

but i‘ve never had a doubt

it‘s like no matter what i do 

i can‘t convince you for once 

just to hear me out

so i let go