[00:00.000] 作词 : 小臻
[00:01.000] 作曲 : 小臻
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[00:28.068]我受够了被期待
[00:30.322]让他们都满意
[00:32.074]我真的学不来
[00:35.326]
[00:37.323]我不值得被期待
[00:39.320]哪里有未来
[00:40.818]失败才是我常态
[00:44.823]
[00:45.322]“都是我活该”“是我不明白”
[00:49.570]我背诵着属于自己的独白
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[00:56.072]麻木滋味
[00:57.826]就让我们虚伪
[01:00.323]逃不出的狼狈
[01:01.575]墨菲定律的绝对
[01:03.274]
[01:04.029]无路可退
[01:06.780]我已支离破碎
[01:08.777]失去的感觉
[01:10.773]却让我更加沉醉
[01:13.281]来不及去后悔
[01:15.524]谁比谁更纯粹
[01:19.030]这些对我已经无所谓
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[01:40.033]我正在慢慢腐坏
[01:42.028]感觉不算太坏
[01:44.026]它让我更自在
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[01:49.029]我学不会去释怀
[01:51.026]什么所谓的应该
[01:53.023]我猜不出来
[01:55.774]
[01:56.531]“都是我活该”“是我不明白”
[02:01.024]我背诵着属于自己的独白
[02:06.281]这一场精彩绽放自己的比赛
[02:12.529]我可不可以弃权离开
[02:16.278]麻木滋味
[02:18.532]就让我们虚伪
[02:20.782]逃不出的狼狈
[02:22.279]墨菲定律的绝对
[02:23.777]
[02:24.775]无路可退
[02:27.528]我已支离破碎
[02:29.525]失去的感觉
[02:31.777]却让我更加沉醉
[02:33.773]来不及去后悔
[02:36.027]谁比谁更纯粹
[02:39.776]这些对我已经无所谓
[02:43.475]
[02:48.721]真的无所谓
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[03:01.225]别让我明白
[03:03.223]我不想明白
[03:06.975]为什么要明白
[03:09.969]别让我明白
[03:12.220]我不想明白
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[03:18.967]麻木滋味
[03:21.475]就让我们虚伪
[03:23.472]逃不出的狼狈
[03:25.223]墨菲定律的绝对
[03:27.220]
[03:27.720]无路可退
[03:30.227]我已支离破碎
[03:32.469]失去的感觉
[03:34.466]我早已都无所谓
[03:38.168]（一段余子牛爆肝的break down)
[04:08.711]词曲：李学臻
[04:08.811]编曲&制作：葡萄不愤怒
[04:08.911]吉他：余子牛 李学臻
[04:09.111]鼓、和声：陈勃翰
[04:09.211]混音&母带：余子牛
[04:09.311]人声录音：吕自雯@2496 Top Music Studio
[04:09.411]录音棚：2496 Top Music Studio
[04:09.511]封面设计：金羽毛
[04:09.611]监制：林文炫
[04:09.711]艺人经纪：王雪郦