Yeah, now everybody tellin' me a lie

Lordie, give me something for my soul

See I don't wanna think of suicide

So please don't take the lock key off my door

See I been tired of ******g all these girls

And I been tired of spending all my dough

And if I give my story to the world

I wonder if they'd book me for a show

See you can't handle pressure on your own

So why you carry boulders by yourself

The story stole, they tell it till it wrong

And glorify the horror and the wealth

And mama call me tell me coming home

And I just need some guidance in my steps

I know i'm not the only one alone

I know i'm not the only one who felt

Heavenly father why are you so far away

Heavenly father why are you so far away

Heavenly father why are you so far away

Heavenly father why are you so far away

Yeah, I'm praying that I make it 25

They be calling doctors for my health

And "no" is kinda hard to say to drugs

Because I been having problems with myself

And I been asking questions, where the love?

And they don't give me answers just a check

And they don't know my issues as a child

Because I was busy cutting on myself

And hanging from the playground wasn't wrong

Until you got a rope up on your neck

And I been losing more than just my mind

Gathering whats left of self-respect

And daddy why you call me while you drunk?

And why you never love me when I need it

And I don't wanna be like you no more

And I been tryna cope I'm getting ****ed

Heavenly father why are you so far away

Heavenly father why are you so far away

Heavenly father why are you so far away

Heavenly father why are you so far away

Yeah, ay

I smoke too much, the problems of a 20 something

I drink too often, there's liquor pouring from the faucet

You would assume by following the tunes

That i'm doomed to die young, addicted to dry plum

These ******* ain't ***t and ***** is my greatest vice

I love smoking ****, I hate advice

I know some *****s that talk good

The wise men from a long line of ***** made and bridesmen

You never had nothing but ******g dreams

You just caught up in the hype

The fa***on and so it seems, the limelight

I know that I rhyme tight

No need for your 2 cents and burning your blueprints

These people think I really give a **** about the ***t they give a **** about

Just need a moment of silence, just close your ******g mouth

Infatuated with violence, gun in my ******g mouth

So you don't even know that i'm serious, know what im talking 'bout

Like you got punchlines for days

So generic your flow

You're too cold, you're aged

And you got punch lines for days

So generic your flow

You're too cold, you're aged

And they souls was never in it, like yeah

They souls was never in it lik