Im so alive

Im so enlightened

I can barely survive

A night in my mind

Ive got a plan

Im gonna find out just how boring I am

And have a good time

Cause ever since I tried

Trying not to find

Every little meaning in my life

Its been fine

Ive been cool

With my new golden rule

Numb is the new deep

Done with the old me

And talk is the same cheap its been

Is there a God?

Why is he waiting?

Dont you think of it odd

When he knows my address?

And look at the stars

Dont it remind you just how feeble we are?

Well it used to, I guess

Cause ever since I tried

Trying not to find

Every little meaning in my life

Its been fine

Ive been cool

With my new golden rule

Numb is the new deep

Done with the old me

And talk is the same cheap its been

Im a new man

I wear a new cologne and

You wouldnt know me if your eyes were closed

I know what youll say

This wont last longer than the rest of the day

But youre wrong this time

Youre wrong

Numb is the new deep

Done with the old me

Im over the analyzing

Tonight

Stop trying to figure it out

(you try to figure, you try to figure it out)

Deep will only bring you down

You know,

I used to be the back porch poet with a book of rhymes

Always open knowing all the time Im probably

Never gonna find the perfect rhyme

For heavier things