作词 : zzx没想好AKA

作曲 : zzx没想好AKA

词&曲：zzx

编曲：KYRIEWOIO

制作：C_bbbbb

v1：Confusion has been around me all the time这段时间以来，我一直感到困惑与迷茫

it makes me hesitate and makes me wonder how to move forward

我陷入了犹豫中，不知道该如何前进

My dreams and her eyes are stuck in my mind 脑海里满是未实现的梦想和她（My mom）期盼的目光

tryna say something but i can't find a word 如鲠在喉，说不出话

i often think about what kind of person i will be in the future

有时我会想我未来会成为怎样的人

a rapper or a moocher一个说唱歌手？或是一个乞丐？

i don't care to be honest i wanna give up for once or twice

老实说，有几次想到这些烦心事…我甚至想要放弃了

told u that i am fine but u know that i am telling lies告诉身边的人我一切都好，但他们都知道我在撒谎

cause before that days really comes before i really grow up

而在我真正长大那一天之前

i have to live through many lonely nights我还要度过数不清的孤独的夜晚

then i just start to consider what i‘ve done over the years 每每我回想起过去几年里我做过什么的时候

what i‘ve gained what i‘ve lost我搞不清楚我到底获得了什么？又失去了什么？

and how should i spend this long life

人生还有这么长 我要如何度过

how to commerate in days gone by

又该如何纪念过往

don't cry what happened to u

在我想落泪时 有个声音浮现在耳边：“你怎么了？”

what makes u break down

“什么让你崩溃”

i guess

you‘re missing home

right？

“或许你只是想家了”

right there right here

烦恼无处不在

It entangles you like a nightmare

像个梦魇一样缠绕着你

You want to find a direction to work hard, no more decadence

Especially when you see your parents’ gray hair

你想要找到个方向，并为之努力，不再蹉跎时光。

尤其是当你看到父母的白发

You know you let too many people who have loved you down

你知道你让很多曾深爱你的人失望

Will you be ashamed when you go back to hometown

回到家乡时是否会对自己的一事无成感到羞愧

Have you ever seen the frown on your father's face

你是否看过父亲满面愁容

Have you ever heard the sound of your own voice

你是否听过自己内心的声音

Since childhood, you have done a lot of shit, so they criticized you ya ya

从小到大 你干过无数蠢事 所以大人批评你

Your life was terrible, now you try to make it right ya ya

现在你自己意识到自己的生活糟糕透了 于是想要作出改变

it is the time, stop acting like a child, you should fight

那就从现在开始，别再像个小屁孩一样懦弱了

Not just to prove yourself but to defeat all their spite

不只是为了证明自己自己 还要战胜那些对你的偏见和恶意

Expose all their lies

揭穿那些针对你的谎言

Then don't think too much We can all only live for once

然后别想这么多了 人都只能活这一次

I swear to do the best, even now I'm just a dunce

我的命运只由我掌控 不管现在如何 将来我一定会成为最好的

v2：Confusion has been around me all the time这段时间以来，我一直感到困惑与迷茫

it makes me hesitate and makes me wonder how to move forward

我陷入了犹豫中，不知道该如何前进

My dreams and her eyes are stuck in my mind 脑海里满是未实现的梦想和她（My mom）期盼的目光

tryna say something but i can't find a word 如鲠在喉，说不出话

i often think about what kind of person i will be in the future

有时我会想我未来会成为怎样的人

a rapper or a moocher一个说唱歌手？或是一个乞丐？

i don't care to be honest i wanna give up for once or twice

老实说，有几次想到这些烦心事…我甚至想要放弃了

told u that i am fine but u know that i am telling lies告诉身边的人我一切都好，但他们都知道我在撒谎

cause before that days really comes before i really grow up

而在我真正长大那一天之前

i have to live through many lonely nights我还要度过数不清的孤独的夜晚

then i just start to consider what i‘ve done over the years 每每我回想起过去几年里我做过什么的时候

what i‘ve gained what i‘ve lost我搞不清楚我到底获得了什么？又失去了什么？

and how should i spend this long life

人生还有这么长 我要如何度过

how to commerate in days gone by

又该如何纪念过往

don't cry what happened to u

在我想落泪时 有个声音浮现在耳边：“你怎么了？”

what makes u break down

“什么让你崩溃”

i guess

you‘re missing home

right？

“或许你只是想家了”

When you haven’t experienced what happened to others, it’s pale to persuade others to be positive.

如果你不曾经历他人的生活，就不要自以为是地劝别人

“Life was a damn game”, as he said. Some people see it clearly but some people get stuck deep.

就像xxx说的，人生像个可悲的游戏，有人很清楚，有人却陷的很深

When you are faced with many choices, some people will stand your side , and some will stand on the opposite side

当你面对选择时，有人站在你这边，也有人站在对面。但最终做出选择的只有你自己。

tomorrow will be a brand new day

明天又是新的一天

so…have a good night

所以…晚安

你一定可以的，我也是。