作曲 : Demxntia

(Wow, demxntia)

I just wanna know where my mind is at

It's somewhere in between being happy and sad

I wish that I could take away the pain from my friends

But everybody knows that it never ends, man

I can barely help myself, forget everyone else

Giving out advice I barely follow myself

I just wanna disappear **** heaven or hell

6 o'clock in the morning eyes glued to my cell

Bloodshot red got a pain in my head

I can never sleep, I'm making music instead

Lookin' in the mirror think I'm halfway dead

Or almost there I don't even think I care but

Mom's gettin worried at the habits I have

I apologize for everything in the past

Doin' "**** **** everyday" skippin all of my classes

But i'm glad it's workin' out, let me pay you back

Everytime I drop a song people ask if it's sad

And everybody spam my **** only for a collab

But I don't **** with anybody

Unless you're one of my brothers

And if I barely work with them

Then why the **** should I bother with you

And I'm gettin' tired of all of this ********

That comes with the things that I do

**** up my voice just to make a new song

Everyday so this dream comes true

But honestly forget all that, I can buy the **** I want

Because I'll make it back

Replace the pain with y-3's in the triple black

Call it first degree murder when I kill this track

Crescent moon on my wrist I'm alive in the night

If the reaper tryna take me, I'ma put up a fight

Everybody's sus so I keep my circle tight

Don't pretend to be my friend get the **** out my sigh