Show me what you want to give me

'Cause I don't wanna sit and wait forever

And it just doesn't seem to make things better

Knowing that you will be counting on me

When I'm just stuck in routines

That make me less of what I can be

Can someone turn off the lights so God won't see

When I'm on the floor hesitating to think

And you're still around just talking to me

But I can't say, I can't say

What you wanna know from me

That I don't even fall asleep

Because I don't want to dream

And see the best part of me

When I don't know if I can ever be

Someone new away from all of me

If I could, then I'd give everything to be just here

In the time, in the moment, back to where

But I can't think, and I don't know

And I can't find out the reasoning

And honest to God, I'll give you my word

I want it back, I want my health

So much I'll beg, and just ask that

But I don't think that you will answer that, truthfully

I couldn't tell if I had attention

I wanted balance in all this tension

I couldn't love her when I was sober

'Cause that's not me

Can someone turn off the lights so God won't see

When I'm on the floor hesitating to think

And you're still around just talking to me

But I can't say, I can't say

What you wanna know from me

That I don't even fall asleep

Because I don't want to dream

And see the best part of me

When I don't know if I can ever be

Someone new away from all of me

If I could, then I'd give everything to be just here

Oh, oh