how i wish i could surrender my soul;

she’d the clothes that become my skin;

see the liar that burns within my needing.

how i wish i’d chosen darkness from cold.

how i wish i had screamed out loud,

instead i’ve found no meaning.

i guess it’s time i run far, far away;

find comfort in pain,

all pleasure’s the same:

it just keeps me from trouble.

hides my true shape, like dorian gray.

i’ve heard what they say,

but i’m not here for trouble.

it’s more than just words:

it’s just tears and rain.

how i wish i could walk

through the doors of my mind;

(hold memory close at hand)

hold memory close at hand,

help me understand the years.

how i wish i could choose between heaven and hell.

how i wish i would save my soul.

i’m so cold from fear.

i guess it’s time i run far, far away;

find comfort in pain,

all pleasure’s the same:

it just keeps me from trouble.

hides my true shape, like dorian gray.

i’ve heard what they say,

but i’m not here for trouble.

far, far away; find comfort in pain.

all pleasure’s the same:

it just keeps me from trouble.

it’s more than just words:

it’s just tears and rain.

far, far away; find comfort in pain.

all pleasure’s the same:

it just keeps me from trouble.

it’s more than just words:

it’s just tears and rain.