this goes out to someone that was

once the most important person in my life

i didnt realize it at the time

i cant forgive myself for the way i treated you so

i dont really expect you to either

its just... i dont even know

just listen...

youre the one that i want, the one that i need

the one that i gotta have just to succeed

when i first saw you, i knew it was real

im sorry about the pain i made you feel

that wasnt me; let me show you the way

i looked for the sun, but its raining today

i remember when i first looked into your eyes

it was like god was there, heaven in the skies

i wore a disguise cause i didnt want to get hurt

but i didnt know i made everything worse

you told me we were crazy in love

but you didnt care when push came to shove

if you loved me as much as you said you did

then you wouldnt have hurt me like i aint shit

now you pushed me away like you never even knew me

i loved you with my heart, really and truly

i guess you forgot about the times that we shared

when i would run my fingers through your hair

late nights, just holding you in my arms

i dont know how i could do you so wrong

i really wanna show you i really need to hold you

i really wanna know you like no one could else know you

youre number one, always in my heart

and now i cant believe that our love is torn apart

refrain:i need you and

i miss you and

i want you and

i love you cause

i wanna hold you,

i wanna kiss you

you were my everything

and i really miss you

refrain:i need you and

i miss you and

i want you and

i love you cause

i wanna hold you,

i wanna kiss you

you were my everything

and i really miss you

i knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man

and then sit and laugh as youre holding his hand

the thought of that just shatters my heart

it breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

at times we was off i was scared to show you

now i wanna hold you until i cant hold you

without you, everything seems strange

your name is forever planted in my brain

damn it, im insane,

take away the pain

take away the hurt

baby, we can make it work

what about when you

looked into my eyes

told me you loved me

as you would hugged me

i guess everything you said was a lie

i think about it, it brings tears to my eyes

now im not even a thought in your mind

i can see clearly, my love is not blind

refrain:i need you and

i miss you and

i want you and

i love you cause

i wanna hold you,

i wanna kiss you

you were my everything

and i really miss you

refrain:i need you and

i miss you and

i want you and

i love you cause

i wanna hold you,

i wanna kiss you

you were my everything

and i really miss you

i just wish everything could have turned out differently

i had a special feeling about you

i thought maybe you did too

you would understand, but...

no matter what, youll always be in my heart

youll always be my baby

our first day, it seemed so magical

i remember all the time that i had with you

remember when you first came to my house?

you looked like an angel wearing that blouse

we hit it off, i knew it was real

but now i cant take all the pain that i feel

reach in your heart, i know im still there

i dont wanna hear that you no longer care

remember the times? remember when we kissed?

i didnt think you would ever do me like this

i didnt think youd wanna see me depressed

i thought youd be there for me, this i confess

you said you were my best friend, was that a lie?

now im nothing to you, youre with another guy

i tried, i tried, i tried, and im trying

now on the inside it feels like im dying

refrain:i need you and

i miss you and

i want you and

i love you cause

i wanna hold you,

i wanna kiss you

you were my everything

and i really miss you

refrain:i need you and

i miss you and

i want you and

i love you cause

i wanna hold you,

i wanna kiss you

you were my everything

and i really miss you

the only thing i want is for you to be happy

whether it be with me, or without me

i just want you to be happy