I couldn't believe it though it seems that

I became friends with my demons

What's going on?

I?just?wanna get even

Got?a bad hair with a card?[?] down

Only waking up when I'm kicking it in hell

Get the most of everything I had

Fell in love, maybe things aren't as bad

As it may seem but I need a stop

Thanking it so ****ing much, yeah

Holding on to everything in the past

Little more of what's going on

But I can never change, yeah

You know that I'm holding on

To everything in the past

I know that I need to stop

Pretending that I don't care

Anymore, anymore

No I need to stop go and pretending

Really flipping Everest

We go and send it

Feel like I'm caught up again

Feel like my feelings on top of me

Make me fall in the end

I feel like two-fold

Feel like two-tone

Feel that patty call my wrist

Cause it's been too long

No, hey

What's it called for

What are we here to all for

Feelings that I been holding down

Holding on to everything in the past

Little more of what's going on

But I can never change, yeah

You know that I'm holding on

To everything in the past

I know that I need to stop

Pretending that I don't care

Anymore,