作词 : Eminem

作曲 : Eminem

My tea's gone cold and I'm wondering why

I got out of bed at all

The morning rain clouds up my window

and I can't see at all

And even if I could it'll all be gray

but your picture on my wall

It reminds me, that it's not so bad

it's not so bad

My tea's gone cold and I'm wondering why

I got out of bed at all

The morning rain clouds up my window

and I can't see at all

And even if I could it'll all be gray

but your picture on my wall

It reminds me, that it's not so bad

it's not so bad

Dear Slim, I wrote you but you still ain't callin

I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom

I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not have got 'em

There probably was a problem at the post office or something

Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em

but anyways, freak it, what's been up man, how's your daughter?

My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm about to be a father

If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her?

I'ma name her Bonnie

I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry

I had a friend kill himself over some beach who didn't want him

I know you probably hear this every day, but I'm your biggest fan

I even got the underground stock that you did with Skam

I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man

I like the stock you did with Rawkus too, that stock was fat

Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back

just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan, This is Stan

My tea's gone cold and I'm wondering why

I got out of bed at all

The morning rain clouds up my window

and I can't see at all

And even if I could it'll all be gray

but your picture on my wall

It reminds me, that it's not so bad

it's not so bad

Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance

I ain't mad, I just think it's freaked up you don't answer fans

If you didn't want to talk to me outside your concert, you didn't have to

but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew

That's my little brother man, he's only six years old

We waited in the blistering cold for you, for four hours and you just said, "No."

That's pretty shady man, you're like his freaking idol

He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do

I ain't that mad though, I just don't like being lied to

Remember when we met in Denver, you said if I'd write you

you would write back

see I'm just like you in a way

I never knew my father neither

he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her

I can relate to what you're saying in your songs

so when I have a shady day, I drift away and put 'em on

cause I don't really got stock else so that stock helps when I'm depressed

I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest

Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds

It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me

See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it

My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7

But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does

She don't know what it was like for people like us growing up

You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose

Sincerely yours, Stan .

-- PS: We should be together too

My tea's gone cold and I'm wondering why

I got out of bed at all

The morning rain clouds up my window

and I can't see at all

And even if I could it'll all be gray

but your picture on my wall

It reminds me, that it's not so bad

it's not so bad