[00:00.000] 作词 : Alex O'Connor
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Alex O'Connor
[00:35.68]Yeah I don't know where to start
[00:37.15]How do you admit that you're falling apart
[00:39.32]
[00:42.76]I mean how will I admit that I'm falling apart
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[00:45.97]My mother's gonna worry but I'm fine in my heart
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[00:49.26]I've lived the words that I've said
[00:51.07]And I live with a voice
[00:52.05]That tends to tell me that I'm **** in my head
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[00:54.50]Well maybe I should **** it and be happy instead
[00:57.12]
[01:00.82]I should just say **** it and be happy instead right right
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[01:08.78]Cus' there's a lot of people try to tell me how to deal with myself
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[01:12.36]But I'm not gonna listen if you mention my health
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[01:15.12]I don't care
[01:16.22]Don't tell me and don't text me
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[01:18.14]'Cos that kind of **** upsets me just kind of affects me
[01:21.15]It's bringing me down and I'm not gonna lie
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[01:23.73]These days I prefer to just not be outside
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[01:26.66]And these days I just end up spending all of my time
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[01:29.83]With my girlfriend but to be honest I think that's alright
[01:31.89]
[01:32.65]'Cos time keeps rollin' and I'm just makin' songs
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[01:38.03]I'm doing my best
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[01:40.91]Still find myself stressed
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[01:44.27]And I'm no longer sure where I belong
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[01:49.61]I'm starting to rust
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[01:52.58]Don't know who to trust
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[01:56.61]Don't trust anyone not even me
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[01:59.50]Some people concentrate on style too much
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[02:02.17]But I think I just force myself to smile too much
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[02:05.00]And I should zoom in for the best
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[02:07.14]I wanna live my life with no stress
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[02:09.28]Love life and feel blessed like
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[02:11.32]It's kind of funny on the inside
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[02:13.28]I'm tryin' to be a man but really I'm just a little child ****
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[02:17.35]And that's pretty much it
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[02:18.72]Yeah that's pretty much it
[02:20.03]Is there anything else
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[02:21.40]Oh yeah
[02:21.93]My jaw hurts a lot because I grind it with stress mhm
[02:24.69]I was an idiot recently and lost a lot of my friends naw
[02:27.90]Nothing brings me joy and nothing makes me smile
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[02:30.44]Being at school makes me aware of how I haven't been myself in awhile oh
[02:34.27]And I wonder what it was like to be 11
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[02:36.42]Wonder if there's such a thing as life after death
[02:39.10]Such a thing as heaven why
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[02:40.84]Every now and then I think about the fact
[02:42.95]That I'd become a legend if I died at 27