[ti:Return To Self-Loathing]
[ar:Mest]
[al:Mest]

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[00:01.71]Mest - Return To Self Loathing Lyrics
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[00:21.45]sick of the way i am feeling.
[00:27.86]waking up watching myself slipping.
[00:34.13]should i just take out my eyes?
[00:37.05]no longer want them for this life.
[00:40.46]acting strong only on the outside.
[02:22.55][02:10.03][00:47.07]hiding shame and pain on the inside.
[00:53.33]i’ve tried to block my mind of this,
[00:56.47]and pretend is doesn’t exist.
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[02:48.98][01:37.23][01:02.09]losing my mind once again.
[02:54.36][01:56.48][01:43.61][01:08.10]stranding my thoughts
[03:12.36][02:46.45][02:01.41][01:13.17](no matter what i said).
[01:17.86]sleepless nights staring at the ceiling.
[01:24.14]sanity running on empty.
[01:30.70]try to block my mind of this,
[01:33.34]and pretend it doesn’t exist.
[01:48.55](no matter what i said).
[01:51.28]taken for granted again.
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[03:01.16][02:35.31][02:16.23][02:09.78]losing my mind again.
[03:07.31][02:41.57]stranded my thoughts
[02:59.31]no matter what was said.
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