Confused, wrecked and doing what I do best
Why do I always have something to obsess around?
Let too much past, too much within
Open up to weakness and let people help themselves
A fear of applying myself to anything that will push me
Truth be told I'm nothing, I'm shit
Just another ****ing mug looking out for himself
Reaching for the liquor - liquid courage is my pride
Time is never wasted when you're wasted all the time
I will never live a dream, never feel affection
Just in case the infection
I hate so hard, I reduce my sanity to its knees
**** living your dreams, **** feeling a****tion?
Just in case the infection
I hate so hard, I reduce my ****ing sanity to its knees
'Cause am I that shallow that I'd say anything
Just to get her on her knees?
She'll get what's coming to her
And make sure that she's my everything
Then bring-in-sanity
How can you ask for diamonds, when all you wear is pearls?
So cut up is my conscience, from filthy ****ing girls!
A load off my mind is my load on your face
Spitting was never an option
Mind games is pain but my game's insane
So open up wide and swallow my pride
A pathetic excuse to reach for a dream!
It's sad but true but love to ****
And **** the love, a fact of life