Are my lips unkissable

Are my eyes unlookable

Is my skin untouchable

Am I unlovable

Cynical, jaded, faithless,

disappointed, disillusioned, used

If I could take back all my sweat,

my tears, my sex, my joy I would

My time, my love, my effort, passion, dedication

In case of mistaken identity I gave these things to you

If I sound angry, bitter, sad,

infatuated, it’s the truth

Denial, anger, bargaining, depression, just a few

Stages of acceptance that it’s really over

It’s just so complicated

and I’m stupid for believing in you

You make me feel like my father never loved me

You make me feel like the act of love is empty

Am I so unlovable

Is my skin untouchable

Do I remind you of a part of you that you don’t like

I had your back, I held you up,

I told you you were good enough

It was not reciprocated,

you kept affection and yourself apart

You fed your love to me

like crumbs to pigeons in the park

Sometimes I think you’re satisfied

to see me begging like a dog

I wasn’t armoured, you were king,

I gave my everything

Because sometimes you showed me

just a hint of you and then

For just a moment I romanticised the notion

I can take away the torment,

I can love you like they never did

You make me feel like my father never loved me

(you never loved me)

You make me feel like the act of love is empty

(I felt so empty)

Am I so unlovable

Is my skin untouchable

Do I remind you of a part of you that you don’t like

You make me feel like my mother, she abandoned me

(you abandoned me)

You make me feel like the act of love is empty

(I felt so empty)

Am I so unlovable

Is my heart unbreakable

Do I remind you of a part of you that you despise

Are my lips unkissable

Are my eyes unlookable

Is my sex undoable

Am I unlovable

Are my words unlistenable

Are my hands untouchable

Am I undesirable

Am I unlovable

You make me feel like my father never loved me

You make me feel like the act of love is empty

Am I so unlovable

Is my skin untouchable

Do I remind you of a part of you that you don’t like

You make me feel like my father never loved me

(you never loved me)

You make me feel like the act of love is empty

(I felt so empty)

Am I so unlovable

Is my skin untouchable

Do I remind you of a part of you that you don’t like

You make me feel like my mother, she abandoned me

(you abandoned me)

You make me feel like the act of love is empty

(I felt so empty)

Am I so unlovable

Is my heart unbreakable

Do I remind you of a part of you that you despise

You make me feel like my father never loved me

(you never loved me)

You make me feel like my mother, she abandoned me

(you abandoned me)

You make me feel like my father never loved me

(you never loved me)

You make me feel like my mother, she abandoned me

(you abandoned me)