Emery - Curbside Goodbye

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You've buried me here and

I can't turn off my eyes, only sinking

You've hidden the keys to sleep

The sweet careful lines we've crossed

And now we never can go back

This is what I felt just being myself

But I know that you wouldn't stay

Standing at my car with my reasons spent

As you drove and made your escape

The silence crushing me like I swore it would

And I'm left watching red lights fading out

I refuse to accept these excuses you're making

As you drive back to your house

To save yourself from taking blame

The only reason that you came at all

(I'm here sinking and now we never can go back)

I chose every word that I knew would hurt

But that was a poor choice at best

This weak disguise, your careless replies

That you made at my expense

You swore this was right

It was better that you're leaving

But I'm here with red lights fading out

I refuse to accept these excuses you're making

As you drive back to your house

To save yourself from taking blame

The only reason that you came at all

And I'm here with my curbside goodbye

This sting in my eyes

Won't leave me tonight as I stay awake

To watch the day start without you

I'm here sinking, now we can never go back

My foundation crippled and cracked

Broken, severed, bleed out the hurt

Two people dissolve into words

Red lights fading out

As you drive back to your house

The way I've gone a hundred times before

But now I'm left behind

To make all of this make sense

And now your voice is haunting me

Just out of reach, it buries me

Is this the better off that you meant?

The way I've gone a hundred times before

But now I'm left behind

To make all of this make sense

And now your voice is haunting me

Just out of reach, it buries me

It buries me, it buries me

I'm here sinking, we never can go back