How does it feel

To feel nothing at all I wonder

I imagine it's grey

Like the world suddenly lost its color

But I'd be lying if I said

I hadn't wished to feel nothing at times

To feel nothing

Cause feelings are painful

And I don't wanna suffer through

All those moments without you

When I lost you

Anger and sadness they're always there

They're always pretty rough to cope with

Feelings oh feelings you tear me apart

I wish I could start again

But I know that there's the other side

The one that I can't see right now but I'll find it

And when I do I'll be

So better for the rest

So much better in my chest

Can you feel can you feel

And when you do you'll be

So happy that you felt

But I know that there's the other side

The one that I can't see right now but I'll find it

And I used to think

That being numb would ease the pain

But I was wrong I was so wrong

It's just better to feel and know you're alive

While reminding yourself that it's temporary

Oh it won't last for long