[00:00.000] 作词 : Brandon Allen/Steve Basil/Colson Baker
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Brandon Allen/Steve Basil/Colson Baker
[00:15.013] Lately my thoughts eating me alive
[00:17.273] Laid in the bed, thinking maybe the hate will finally go away if I'm not alive
[00:21.498] Wish I didn't listen, just like they would understand me one time
[00:25.408] I had a breakdown and tatted my entire body except one line
[00:29.228] Everything's just fine
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[00:30.165] Sipping again, there I go slipping again, I'm acting different again
[00:33.817] I see my family's reflection every time I look in the cup, and I sip it again
[00:37.698] After the sins, tell me, after all the sins, will I be mentioned again?
[00:41.431] Why do I care, if in the end it's just me and God, like I'm Christian again?
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[00:46.662] Yeah, Slim bring the beat in
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[00:49.096] Before my dad left to serve
[00:50.446] He made sure I took on every quality I didn't want
[00:52.908] I was supposed to die at birth
[00:54.190] Gave me a chance and I ****ed it up, give me another one
[00:56.739] I've been running from secrets I hid as a kid, and I never confronted them
[01:00.627] I just called Ma
[01:01.558] Said I forgive her for not being there when I needed one
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[01:06.359] I'm coming back, just let me go
[01:10.224] I'm coming back just let me go, yeah
[01:13.997] I'm coming back, just let me go
[01:17.883] I'm coming back, don't let me go
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[01:19.770] Who am I when the music stops
[01:21.646] And the character that I've been playing is really just broken and ****ing lost?
[01:25.417] I swear, I've been telling you over and over again in all these songs
[01:29.417] But they don't hear nothing I'm writing 'cause they're too busy tryna write me off
[01:32.843] And they go on and on and on
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[01:34.759] It's funny 'cause if we just sat and talked
[01:36.852] You'd see that it's just hard for me to be vulnerable 'cause I blocked it off
[01:40.746] I got trust issues, growing up no one there to hear what I thought
[01:44.536] My heart was broken like my ribs as a kid when me and my father fought
[01:48.334] Yeah, I'm medicating with something that I cannot pronounce, but it's what the doctor gave me
[01:53.284] Rehab patient, with a pen and some paper the psychiatrist keeps evaluating
[01:56.979] How can I live with the fact that my hand wasn't on her stomach when we lost the baby?
[02:00.833] I don't got no one to turn to 'cause everyone's dead in my life that was tryna raise me
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[02:04.941] Searching for someone to tell me who I really am, I don't know when I look in the mirror
[02:08.840] Constantly dreading the day that the audience might not be screaming for me anymore
[02:12.515] The feeling of dying alone and not leaving anything behind is my biggest fear
[02:16.305] Kiss the person that I love as if I'm never coming back after I leave out the door
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[02:22.019] I'm coming back, just let me go
[02:25.676] I'm coming back, just let me go, yeah
[02:29.532] I'm coming back, just let me go
[02:33.133] I'm coming back, don't let me go
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[02:37.130] I'm coming back, just let me go
[02:40.828] I'm coming back, just let me go, yeah
[02:44.589] I'm coming back, just let me go
[02:48.428] I'm coming back, don't let me go